last day for da 2009..

setahun sudah berlalu.. mlm ni tepat kul 12 mka berakhirlah tahun 2009.. dan 2010 sedang diambag.. lewat usia yg prgi membawa satu erti akan sebuah kehidupan.. benarlah apa yang dikata orang.. hidup tak seindah yg kita impikan.. apa yg kita miliki hargai selagi ia masih milik kita.. kerana apabila ia pergi tak guna untuk kita tangisi.. dan apa yg ingin kita perolehi harus kita kejar hingga ke garisan...

bnyak yg aku dah lalui sepanjang tahun ni.. suka duka.. pahit manis yg aku harungi.. datang silih beganti.. dan kini aku masih merenung ke depan.. mungkin merancang apa yg bakal terjadi pada ku dimasa hadapan.. tapi hakikat harus aku terima kerana.. kita merancang.. tapi tuhan yg menentukan.. ajal maut jodoh pertemuan semua ditangan tuhan.. azam aku tahun depan yg utama.. semoga aku dapat tamatkan sesi pembelajaran ijazah aku sebelum melangkah ke latihan industri dengan jayanya iaitu pada disember 2010 depan..insyaallah.. tu je yg paling besar yg aku pegang leps ni.. azam2 kecik tu x payah ckp la.. huhu..

harap berakhirnya tahun 2009 ni membawa aku ke satu kehidupan baru juga semangat yg baru... lupakan apa yg telah berlaku..tutp buku lama buka diari baru.... hidup gembira dgan ap yg ad..

pandang ke depan kerana ad cahaya dihujung jalan sana..

with lov...

anakhamja eternally...

akulah kekasih mu yg setia...

you belong with me..

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me

You belong with me..

taylor swift

langkawi next episode

ni mcm yg aku jnjikan nk post gambo lain mase aku g ngn bebudak aku time cuti holiday lu.. heheh.. k malas nk ngomel pnjang.. enjoy da pic k!!

dalam kabel car

kapal aku ngn diyana kat belakng(berngn je niyh hehehe)

hehehe

jalan nk masuk kawasan umah mahsuri

buaian anak mahsuri.. katenye lu buaian emas.. ye ke??

posing jap..

merenung sunset kat black sand beach

depan helang gegasi.. kat kuah..

taman ape entah.. x leh masuk pun...

aktiviti makan-makan

dalam kete sepanjang pejalanan..

fara ngn piza shoping topi.. hehehe

jalan2 gayat oo.. ketar lutut den..

6 pmpuan cantik atas gunung... haha (canti ke??).. memori terindah....

permulaan yg baik...

alhamdulillah.. hari pertama mnduduki semester baru.. permulaan yg baik.. doa2 yg baik dr semua pensyarah.. maklumla.. msih ad saki baki pelajar yg masih tidak pulng dr bercuti.. tanpa semgt yg kental dan motivasi yg tinggi.. mungkin aku jugak x masuk kelas walaupun ku da pulng ke University.. tapi memikirkan kate ma.. aku menanam azam yg tinggi untuk berubah.. cube x nak ponteng kelas klu x de alasan yg kukuh.. huhu...

suasana yg agak nyaman walupun hujan ad turun.. harap mnjadi permulaan yg baik bg aku untuk terus menuntut wadah ilmu di UMP yg tercinta.. kepada semua yg membaca doakan ku k!!

hidup baruku.. dunia baru.. jadual baru

hehehe.. poyo je title.. tapi ni la realitynyer.. aku da kembali ke zaman remaja ku besame rakan2.. upss remaja g ke?? klu da nak naik 23 tu remaja g ke?? oh tidak... berape bulan je g.. hahaha.. ni la kehidupankan.. saat ni aku da samapi UMP yg tercinta.. cinta la sgt.. hahaha... x pelah.. suke x suke.. d sinilah bnyak yg aku blaja.. dan aku harus bersyukur atas nikmat yg aku da peroleh sepnjang ad disini.. time naik bus semlm.. rase riso pun ad.. maklumla zaman bus ekspress suke nk accident kn.. cemas gak kot x sampai UMP ni dah.. alhamdulillah.. selamat gak.. pnjang g umo aku..

esok da mule kelas.. adui.. nk merungut ke ap x tau la. yg pasti aku agak homesick la.. 2 3 hari sebelum balik berangkat pulang ke UMP rase mcm sebak je. bile ma bising dan gaduh2 sikit boleh la aktiviti nagis aku belansung.. siap ngis depan ma g.. hahaha.. psiko nye pasal.. bukan pe.. hati x nak balik g.. sedp dok umah.. mklumla cuti yg pnjang kan.. lebih sebulan.. aku lak sibuk ke hulu kehilir.. tup2 da habis mase...

ni jadual kelas aku sem naik ni...

padat gak la sem ni.. huhuhu... so da x de mase nk enjoy.. harap ble sibuk cani boleh la kurus.. hahaha.. kita tgk ok......

cuti yg panjang.... dan kisah yg pergi...

esok.. 26 disember.. da lebih sebulan aku cuti... time's up.. school back.. malsnye.. dgn result yg alhamdulillah la.. naik dr sem lepas walaupun x melepasi target.. tapi as long as x de yg fail alhamdulillah.. so usaha sem depan mogadiberkati.. n aku harap dapat dijauhi diriku ini dari sebarang syubhah yg boleh menggelapkan hati aku sepanjang sem depan belansung... lupakan memori lalu.. mulakan hidup baru.. juga cinta baru.. uppss!!! terlebih sudah... ad calon kah?? hahaha.. bosan ah in lov.. single mingle maybe good... or making skandel with anybody?? hahaha.. which one is better?? ataupun skunk ni aku masih its complicated?? entahla labu...

2010.. so ape pendapat anda tentg tahun depan?? politik malaysia.. berat sebelah.. politik diri aku plak? adkah memihak pada diriku atau diri musuhku.. (ad musuh ke??) hehehe.. jom wat check list...

1. turunkan berat badan... (result failed.. naik g ad la.. hahaha)
2. naikkan pointer yg jatuh merudum sem 2 (result success.. alhamdulillah)
3. g kursus kawen hahaha (result failed.. mase x dak.. n rase mcm x sedia je)
4. blja jahit langsir (result success.. langsir hijau tgh begantung di rumah...)
5. rajin2 belek n bace quran dan buku la tahzan berbanding tahun lepas (result sucess... maybe ujian yg bnyak watkan aku insap.. huhuhu)
6. holiday mane2 (result success.. bejaye gak holiday wet sendiri ke langkawi ngn membe2)
   

tu antara yg aku bejaya dan gagal capai yg aku ingt.. bnyak g.. tp kne bukak diary lak...
so ape target aku sem depan... yg paling aku nak...

1. turunkan berat badan.. i found da formula... harap bejaye..
2. usaha lebih sikit.. pointer kasi naik g...
3. g kusus kawen  nak ajak ika la..
4. lebih istiqamah dlm beribadat... rajin dgr ilmu agama..
5. da x nk ponteng kelas... hahaha

so wat about u all???

Sayu terpisah

hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

berhembus angin rindu

begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kaulah laguku kau irama terindah

tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..

sepi tanpa kata

terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

apa pun kata mereka

biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

aizat.. pergi..

 ni kenangan 2009 aku.. dan satu kengan yg paling aku x boleh lupa sampai aku mati sekalipun.. ape die.. biarlah jadi rahsia antara aku dia dia dan mereka2 yg tahu.. semoga kami semua dilindungi dr azab dunia dan api neraka... amin...

how do i??

How Do I Live
leann rimes

How do I get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you
What kinda life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold
You are my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away
Everything good in my life
And tell me now

Chorus
Without you
There would be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I, baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything