fiftteen or eighteen??

i dont know hoe to discribe this whole days.. but one song plays around my brilliant head.. hahaha.. fifteen by taylor swift.. so.. enjoy da lirics... i lov this lyrics.. how bout u??

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It’s the morning of your very first day                         (sure lah kan firstday.. heheheh)
You say hi to your friends you ain’t seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody’s way     (i dont remeber but i quit confuse with dila zizan and hasmida.. heheh)
It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here
For the next four years in this town    (how long to stay 3 years in pahang..i miss my hometown.. =(.. hehe)
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say  
You know I haven’t seen you around, before    (i think thats what almost girl think that.. me?? =P.. hehe)

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and             
Somebody tells you they love you      (but im not fifteen at that time.. im eighteen.. hehe..diploma memories)
You’re gonna believe them       (agak x caye la.. hahaha..) And when you’re fifteen feeling like
There’s nothing to figure out     (jngn kate fifteen time eigteen pun not really feel that )
But count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know
Who you’re gonna be
Fifteen   ( i eigteen waktu peristiwe niyh.. heheh)

You sit in a class next to a redheaded Abigail      (i think amryana and hasmida.. it's true??)
And soon enough you’re best friends  (but im always tell my secret to faeza..my roomate.. hehe..am & ida 2)
Laughing at the others girls
Who think they’re so cool         (yes we did.. hahaha...)
We’ll be out of here as soon as we can     (tp am ngn ida takut2.. hahaah)
And then you’re on you’re very first date      (me ngn dot dot.. hahaha.....)
And he’s got a car and you’re feeling like flying    (im on ______.. he2.. he's by ______ guest what??)

And you’re mamma’s waiting up and you’re thinking he’s the one   (maybe???)
And you’re dancing ’round your room when the night ends    
When the night ends   (aku tido je..  hahaha.. rilex suwdah... (suwaibah kamu tipu lagi)... hehe)

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them                   (a little bit)
When you’re fifteen and your first kiss     (oppsss.. !! what is it??) Makes you head spin ’round but
In your life you’ll do things greater          (yup..... of couse.. life is short right??)
Than dating the boy on the football team        (striker tu.. chealsea fans.. hahaha)
But I didn’t know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna            
Marry him someday                  ( now im still hoping.. sob sob sob)
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine         
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy       (bukan arm ida hatta faeza.. tapi aku.. pasal pe ek??)
Who changed his mind
And we both cried     (lots of cried.. tp arm gelak.. jahat la ko... haha)

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen, don’t forget to look before you fall      (my advise to all girl)
I’ve found time can heal most anything        (yes cause we will grow up) And you just might find who you’re supposed to be     (an engineers.. insyaallah)
I didn’t know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen        (just to make my parents happy.. )

la la la la la…la la la la la…la la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors    (girls... dont forget this....!!!!)

aku time diploma.. hot tak?? hahaha

thats my story.. hahaha... make me smile when think it twicely.. especially da first date... but cinta monyet ka..?? but my dad said "ko kawin!! habis blaja niyh..!!"..hahaha?? aku?? entah la... janji hepi kan... so sape2 meh masuk meming.. hahaha.. klu ayah aku trima ok la.. klu aku x trima.. aku lari la time tok kadi dtg.. haha.. just joke...